It’s 11:41 PM. I am in tears right now. My mom and dad are asleep so I can’t talk to them. Plus, my mom was snippy with me tonight regarding this problem. I don’t think she realizes how freaked out I am.
But I feel like I can’t talk to anyone about this because I’m still unsure about the thing I have planned for that day.
It’s complicated and stressful and embarrassing and so frightening.
I wish I had someone to talk to right now. Someone to hug me and tell me it’s going to be ok. Someone to help me figure out what I want to do.